David B. Calhoun’s Blog

Bleh - long day, and now I’m making a habit of skipping chapels. The beginning of the end? Hopefully not. School is just starting to kick in its gnack for always having the student busy, without a chance to ever relax

I’m also starting to get that sense of uselessness. It is VERY hard to interact in the world when you basically view it to be like a play or a movie. Then you just come home and play house. It’s weird, maybe my mind is going or something. I feel inadequate and don’t have a sense of much purpose, but I know I’m working on it, so I’m getting better at it. But I would rather not be here in the first place…

“Thus says the man: I am weary, O God,
I am weay, O God. How can I prevail?
Surely I am too stupid to be human;
I do not have human understanding.
I have not learned wisdom,
nor have I knowledge of the holy one.”
Proverbs 30:1-3

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