Archive for September, 2005

Updated schedule; An excuse for not writing much; Proverbs 21:30-31

Tuesday, September 13th, 2005

Whoops, just a minor correction to my schedule for tomorrow. I forgot work! And then there’s some goofy stuff happening with yearbook photos, so I have to sign up at the student union building or some strange nonsense.

Wednesday:
8:00-11:00 - work
11:00-3:00 - sign up for senior photo in SUB, go catch up on reading in library
3:00-4:15 - English
By 11:00pm - turn in Philosophy Seminar paper
By end of day - have Acts reading done for group meeting on Thursday

My worries today include the following, listed in order of most worried about: 1) philosophy seminar paper, 2) finish Descartes’s Meditations, 3) finish Acts reading for group discussion on Thursday morning.

So I will use that as an excuse for not writing much! Buahaha, what a great excuse. “Why yes, I can’t blog much today because I must finish my reading for class!”.

“No wisdom, no understanding, no counsel,
can avail against the Lord.
The horse is made ready for the day of battle,
but the victory belongs to the Lord.”
Proverbs 21:30-31

Slacking in school already; This week’s schedule; Proverbs 20:13

Monday, September 12th, 2005

This is HORRIBLE - I am slacking behind in school even now, when I’m eager to learn. I must be incompetant or something, but I can’t keep up. And things are due when I don’t realize they’re due. I hate this, I feel like a moron for not keeping up. And I ache.. today was such a long day. I would be willing to have the spirit to press on, but I’m too physically tired to do much of anything right now.. man this is so sad and dumb.

For my own reference I’m just going to post this stuff so I won’t forget it:

Tuesday:
9:30am - chapel
10:30-1:30 - mail out book; finish Epistemology paper; make appointment with yearbook photographer; catch up on reading
1:30-2:45 Modern Phil.
3:00-4:15 Epistemology
4:15-> work on seminar paper

Wednesday:
9:30am - chapel
10:30-3:00 - get photo taken; catch up on reading in library
3:00-4:15 - English
By 11:00pm - turn in Philosophy Seminar paper
By end of day - have Acts reading done for group meeting on Thursday

Thursday:
8:30am - breakfast meeting with Acts group at Carl’s Jr.
9:30am - chapel
10:30-1:30 - catch up on reading; finish Descartes’ Meditations
1:30-2:45 Modern Phil.
3:00-4:15 Epistemology

Friday:
10:30am - archery

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Ok, so it’s doable, I think. If I just set my mind to it, I can do it.. here’s hoping for the best.

“Do not love sleep, or else you will come to poverty;
open your eyes, and you will have plenty of bread.”
Proverbs 20:13

Notes: This is probably my advice for this week - that though I am not physically strong and really want to just sleep or at least rest, I must press forward.

Goodbye weekend; Proverbs 19:11

Sunday, September 11th, 2005

Ah man, there goes another weekend. Well, it wasn’t all wasted. I cleaned up my room a bit, and got a bit of homework done. This week is looking to be a crazy week, but if I keep up I will be productive and disciplined, and well off in the long run, not having to catch up because I’ve fallen behind..

“Those with good sense are slow to anger,
and it is their glory to overlook an offense.”
Proverbs 19:11

Professor Role Models; Proverbs 18:1,22

Saturday, September 10th, 2005

Just a quick word on role models in Academia, then I’m off to bed!

Well, I just wanted to say that anyone who has been at a university knows that there are some professors that are role models for the students. This isn’t anything new.. I’m reminded of the not-so-far off past of Ludwig Wittgenstein having student followers who wore his same little coat, or weater, or whatever it was. So more than just admiring a couple of ideas, the students just sort of go gung-ho and take it all in, imitating expressions and style and everything.

I’m split on whether this is a good thing or a bad thing. I can see how it can be very cool for a person to have a professor as a role model, especially if it’s a good choice of a professor. But of course it limits individuality - you just become another follower of so-and-so, and pattern your life after them.

If there’s anyone I would ever want to do that with, it would be Professor Matt Williams here at good ol’ Biola. I enjoyed his lectures a lot, but also what I perceive to be a very genuine faith. In terms of style, I’m reminded of one day he came to class and explained his method of hair cut - he didn’t care about its appearance, so he just let his hair grow long, then cut it short every once and a while. That is my attitude towards hair too!

What really made an impression on me was seeing him in front of me in line for Friday’s chapel. Incidentally, Friday is the only time I can make it to the normal service. I’m stuck going to the alternate Tuesday and Thursday chapels because of work on Monday and Wednesday.

But there he was, right in front of me, and going in with the students. There is much more to be said in action than just in words. To be like just another student filing in for chapel, and not having any special place to sit (as far as I know), but on the bleachers like the rest of us. I’m sure there are other professors that attend, but I’ve never seen one. I’ve just seen some on chapel convocation last spring, where I saw good ol’ Dr. Ciocchi sitting alone I think, but in the same section as the rest of faculty. This was a special first chapel though.. after that I don’t see much of any of the faculty.

If I ever become a professor, that’s a trait I’d like to have - to be able to be a part of the student crowd. To eat where they eat, hang out where they hang out, etc. It’s so funny now because I’m a virtual hermit who can’t even associate with his own fellow students. What a hard time I’m going to have trying to achieve what Matt Williams does…

“The one who lives alone is self-indulgent,
showing contempt for all who have sound judgement.”
Proverbs 18:1

“He who finds a wife finds a good thing,
and obtains favor from the Lord.”
Proverbs 18:22

Notes on Proverbs verses: Oh dear…

The good old days of WoW; Proverbs 17:24

Saturday, September 10th, 2005

Oh man, I hope I can get through this next week. I will, but it will take a lot of dedication to schoolwork. I will do it. I’m just afraid of what lays beyond this. I really don’t want to have a career. I never wanted a life in the first place - I never asked to be born :P. Oh well, I pray that I find some meaning in this, and that I can find a career that will be appropriate.. I dunno.. ack I’m so confused.

Also, I tried out a demo disc I got at E3 (thanks Brian and Francis!) of Everquest 2, some expansion or something. It’s alright, but the controls and gameplay are weird. In some respects it has better graphics than WoW, but overall, WoW just blows it away. Also, it made me again realize what a waste of time any game is if you’re not playing with your friends. It’s really really boring and there’s no point to it - I’d rather be sitting alone reading a book, which is what I ought to be doing in the first place. So anyway, I deleted that Everquest off my computer - I’m glad I wasn’t interested in it. Maybe someday if I ever get a girlfriend, I can convince her to play the game, and we could level up together or something. That would be so geekish, but it would be so sweet!

So just like a miss the good old Red Baron 3d days, now I find myself missing the good old days in WoW. Everything moves on, not much stays the same… :(

“The discerning person looks to wisdom,
but the eyes of a fool to the ends of the earth.”
Proverbs 17:24

Notes: I guess I ought to be content just with trying to attain wisdom…

Average day; Helping dad with the cable lines; Proverbs 16:18-19

Thursday, September 8th, 2005

Wow, this has been such a long week…

Well, more philosophy classes today. The most interesting thing of the day was helping my dad wire the old cable wires through the walls. The wire keeps getting stuck because the old wire is for some reason stapled into the walls, which makes it difficult to wire it through. Anyhow, the reason we’re replacing that line is because it has problems displaying a few channels. I thought it was Comcast’s fault, since it’s a digital cable line and only a select number of channels had problems. Well, even though the project isn’t complete, we hooked it up and it seems to work fine! So it must’ve been a problem with old wires, or so we’re hoping.

Sorry I don’t want to write more, I’m so tired now - haha.

“Pride goes before destruction,
and a haughty spirit before a fall.
It is better to be of a lowly spirit among the poor
than to divide the spoil with the proud.”
Proverbs 16:18-19

Proverbs 15:13

Wednesday, September 7th, 2005

“A glad heart makes a cheerful countenance,
but by sorrow of heart the spirit is broken.”
Proverbs 15:13

Comments: It isn’t just to believe and be intellectually glad, but also be glad in attitude, thanking God for every living day…

A horrible summary of the The Problem of the Critereon; Proverbs 14:15-16

Tuesday, September 6th, 2005

Oops, I guess I forgot to talk about the Problem of the Critereon last blog entry. I’m way too tired now, but it goes something like this:

Mysics and bigots, etc. lay claim to more knowledge than they actually have, and skeptics claim to know nothing or a lot less than they actually know. In other words, most people are in between these two extemes. But how can we determine, with certainty, that we have true knowledge?

There are only two options:

1. Either we take examples from the world and say “this is knowledge” (particularism).

OR

2. We use a method to determine in what cases we have knowledge (methodism).

Here’s the problem: both of these cases beg the question - they assume something as the groundwork and then go from there. For instance, in case 1, which is particularism, some examples are used arbitrarily as examples of true knowledge. So whether the knowledge is 2+2=4 or the statement “Unicorns exist”, both are equally true, since there is no method for determining which is true.

So it looks like case 2 is our solution! But wait! There is a method for determining if a statement is true, but where did this method come from, and how do we know it’s better than another method? The only answer is that we know the method yields good results. That is, it has worked to determine the validity of something before and has succeeded, based on the result. But this leads us back to particularism - how was is determined that the result, which validated the method used to arrive at that result, was true?

Here’s a metaphor Descartes used - there are apples in a barrel. Some apples are bad apples, but we must have a way of determining the good apple from the bad apples. So the first approach, particularism, would arbitrarily select the bad apples from the bunch, and would not justify why they are bad apples. And it wouldn’t need to, since this is the starting point of the philosophy of particularism: selecting sure examples of true knowledge.

On the other hand, suppose that we have a method for determing which apples are bad and which good. Using this method, we divide the apples. But how do we determine if the method works? We must look at the result, which is the apples, and we must know, independent of the method (since it has already sorted them), if the apples have been divided up into a group of bad apples and a group of good apples. In other words, this just leads back to particularism.

(Robert?) Chisholm, in his essay I had to read for Epistemology - The Problem of the Critereon - favors the particularist approach. It seems that if we want to attain anything better than skepticism we must just accept that particularism begs the question, but take a common sense view to things, which seems most reasonable, and what normal people do anyway. For instance, if I see a computer screen in front of me, chances are I am NOT mistaken. It is possible that my senses are deceiving me (i.e. Matrix-style), the skeptic would say. But as long as there is no reason not to doubt it, I should hold this as a true belief. This is what Chisholm would say, and I’d agree with him. The philosophy of common sense has a great appeal that has been rejected because of what philosophy has traditionally been - i.e. independent of culture and common sense, to arrive at a more certain view of truth. However, in this quest for a more certain view of truth, philosophers have constructed entire systems that duel it out in Academia, which society at large feels no effects from it.

Again, like I’ve already said in a previous post, something is wrong with philosophy today.

“The simple believe everything,
but the clever consider their steps.
The wise are cautious and turn away from evil,
but the fool throws off restraint and is careless.”
Proverbs 14:15-16

WinMX Engrish; Uncertain Philosophers preventing them from leaving academia?; Proverbs 13:20,24

Monday, September 5th, 2005

Not much activity today - just finishing up the last of the chapel makeup CDs for last semester. Wow, last semester was such a disaster. But I guess it really taught me a lesson - to shape up for future semesters. So far I’ve attended every chapel I can get to (two I can’t go to because of work), which is a good start. Hopefully I can keep that up!

Anyhow, besides that, I did a search for “franksvalli” on Google. What a weird assortment of stuff! There’s a lot of pages with game statistics, since I play with that name on multiplayer games (except WoW, where I had the obscure name of “Baronfranks” - haha). I also found a post I made on Engrish.com a long time ago. I was using WinMX to download/upload Beatles bootlegs in mp3 form (on a 56k modem!). I got a message from some random guy who wanted me to start his download right away.

My favorite line is “When your connection circuit became vacant it is good”. This is pretty funny now that I think about it - this is just like a chinese gold farmer in WoW. They’re using some weird translator that doesn’t work quite right…

January 27-28, 2002
<FranksVallia> heya.. I’ll start you, but I have a really slow connection. I should be on all night and day though
<FranksVallia> … unless AOL sings me off :(
<FranksVallia> signs me off… lol
<norihide> I am sorry! I want rest 100MB
<FranksVallia> no prob… really. I’m glad to let you upload, but I just wish I had a faster connection
<FranksVallia> I’m online a lot though, under “FranksValli” mostly
<FranksVallia> so if the connection breaks you can find me again
<norihide> OK im retry Later.
<FranksVallia> alright
<norihide> Please your download Retry
<norihide> your download retry!!!
<norihide> When your connection circuit became vacant it is good
<norihide> You downloaded the file where you want until you are last from me.
However, the file where I want cut it halfway.
How do do and be?
<norihide> start me!
<norihide> start me !!!! your after me!
<norihide> Bye
<norihide> what?
<norihide> If there is not the answer I cut it and good-bye!
<norihide> Please start my demand previously. If it ends your demand is started. If there is not the answer it is disregard listing going.
<norihide> what?
<norihide> what?
<norihide> goodbye
<norihide> what?
<norihide> ‚¨‚̂ꂦ‚¦‚©‚°‚ñ‚É‚³‚点?�I?�IDOM
<norihide> You do not have the file where I pull an interest. Besides please hit.

I guess that means I pissed them off? After I typed my last message, I went to bed - and woke up to find this, which I found to be pretty funny (after I sort of made sense out of it).

I guess that’s my entry for today. Jerm is right, the topics become hard to find! I’m gonna have to start randomly copy and pasting some obscure philosophy or something, just to make it look like I have creative thoughts spewing out of me!

Oh yes, one other thing - Jerm posted on my previous post regarding philosophers who stay in Ivory Tower. He said that truth is so hard to define, or to get right I guess. This is true - I think philosophers would want to at least be certain of the truth before they went out and preached the good news to others. So here’s a bad analogy - the philosopher is like a person working on a blueprint for something. Naturally they don’t want to make the blueprint public until it is complete. The same with philosophers - their blueprint is to find Truth. But it wouldn’t make sense to publicize an uncompleted and uncertain truth.

Maybe they have to publicize it instrumentally, at least to get the basics out there. I don’t know. Part of the problem is that people in society don’t really care much about philosophy. It is valued so much that it is one of the few college majors that people actually laugh at, just because it is so unviable in this world. When you major in philosophy you are not going to get the big bucks, so why bother with philosophy at all? That’s the attitude I guess. Oh well, there are lots of things wrong with the world, and this is but one of them.

“Whoever walks with the wise becomes wise,
but the companion of fools suffers harm.”
Proverbs 13:20

“Those who spare the rod hate their children,
but those who love them are diligent to discipline them.”
Proverbs 13:24

Gossip and “Relationships”; Philosophy: Beyond the Ivory Tower; Proverbs 12:23

Monday, September 5th, 2005

I was studying late at the Library tonight. Well, technically I was outside of the library, since it was closed (they were supposed to be open until 12:00am tonight). About halfway through my study, this 3-person group comes and sits at a table in the courtyard area. Two girls, one guy. The sexual tension was just oozing from them, haha.

They were just talking about relationships, and all that junk. Nothing but. I remember looking in this one book at a used bookstore, called “Everything I Need To Know I Learned From Watching Star Trek” or something to that effect. I didn’t buy the book, just for the record. But one of the chapters started with something like this: “Below average people talk about people. Average people talk about things. Above average people talk about ideas.”

This just says it so well, but just when I think I have it figured out, I pause to think… I would say that each person needs a healthy dose of each - talk of people, things, and ideas. I guess what it really means to say is that the majority of their conversation consists of X (people, things, ideas). In which case, this group of three was a below average group. Haha. Well, I think this group was pretty average. Maybe talking about people nonstop if just average behavior. Anyhow, I was really sick of it - by the time they finally left, I had only advanced a couple of pages - mostly because I was eavesdropping. I’ll just say that there is a LOT to be thankful for for not being in a “relationship” with a girl. Unless it’s someone you plan to marry, it’s such a waste of time…

During their stay in my makeshift study center outside of the library, one of the girls was reading off of her laptop, and randomly blurted out: “Life is understood backwards, but must be lived forwards”, or whatever that quote says. Kierkegaard! Either it was a coincidence or God has a very good sense of humor. So maybe there is something to be desired in people such as these..

It got me thinking about philosophy in general. The way I was treating those people tonight was pretty snobby and elitist, now that I think about it. This is pretty much how philosophy is. Philosophy, as it exists today, seems to be set up primarily for philosophers. Is this obvious? Should it be? I would think that one of the roles of philosophy is to spread Truth. One of the things we take for granted is that if we put someone in a good situation and give them enough education, they are able to reach this Truth. So why does philosophy not involve itself with reaching beyond the Ivory Tower?

Well, it’s pretty satisfied in the system it has built up around itself. And philosophers think it’s fine that it only benefits them. Yet it remains inaccessible to maintream thought (except the occasional nugget of philosophy that might find its way into public consciousness 50 years down the line..). It shouldn’t be though. Something is very very wrong with philosophy today, as I see it. Let’s hope I am wrong about this one.

“One who is clever conceals knowledge,
but the mind of a fool broadcasts folly.”
Proverbs 12:23

Notes: This was totally unexpected, but fits so well with what I was talking about. I guess part of having knowledge is keeping it for yourself. But I still believe there is an obligation to spread at least some basic understandable truths. Perhaps it’s best to keep both in mind - guard knowledge but also give it to those who are capable of understanding.